Whats teh deal for real?

Been depressed the last few days for a variety of reasons.

1)I fucked up my exam - bad.
Like 7 marks before it's marked are gone as the pric took time off our exam. I've been in a shit mood since this happened.

2)Realised I don't have a chance with someone.
You don't care.
I don't care anymore.

3)Money.
I have none.
I owe someone $180, who expects payments tomorow.
I have already borrowed $500 off my mum for something with school.

4)Ability to not find a job.
I got rejected from some mad job last week, and whilst I got pissed that night to cope, I still feel shit.

5)Other shit (school)
Over it.

I just feel empty, almost like I'm wasting my time.
Straight up can't be fucked with anything.
Stay cool.

Nothing to write about.

What's doing?
Sorry I haven't updated in a bit, I've been sick as a fuckin dog, and been busy with school and all kindsa shit.
I also have had nothing exciting happen, meaning I have had nothing to write about.

I need fucking money.
I cannot find a job.
I need to earn atleast $180 in the next month, as I am in debt, aswell as a fuckload for my end of school trip.
So has anyone got any ideas for me to earn cash?
I've tried bloody everything, and I always end up spending it before I can get a rreasonable amount.
Please help me, I'm desperate.

Hows it going? 3

So I didn't end up going to the 50th, because I would have got their son "too drunk" and "stopped him from doing his job"
I ended up going to an 18th at a pub instead. I had a few beers and had a good night.

The kid who's 18th it was bought the first round.
I can not stand this shit.

YOU DO NOT BUY SHIT FOR OTHERS ON YOUR BIRTHDAY.

At home now kicking back, watching [u]Restrepo the deadliest outpost.[/u]

Looking forward to my first sleep in (past 7.10) this week.

Stay gronking.